woah you've grown a full beard

god damn it.
today i saw the word orifice for the first time in print
and it really pissed me off because i was thought it was orface. AMATEUR

i'm in the city tennis tourney. it'll be tres fun. but tres means very in french and three in spanish and i am in 3 events and i've played in the ballpark of zero tennis since graduation so it's gonna suuuck

i think i am becoming increasingly paranoid as in paranoia. things that don't offer any solace are psych class and dreams. in psych lately we've just been talking about defects and disorders and OCD and all of these weird cases of all of these people whose brain chemicals are all out of sorts. and in my dreams all anyone ever does anymore is attack and yell and want to kill and act really weird and dumb and disagreeable. and then i wake up and treat people differently cuz that's what dreams do.

this weekend kelleys are coming to visit. i'm really excited!

i just bought a winter coat. pretty smart move on my part.